I am aware that we create our own realities. Everything that occurs in our world is a product of consciously or unconsciously putting out the energy that will attract our experience. Yet I can't figure out why every few months when I need to focus on an important project (my business!), a million things come raining down, leaving me no time to pick up the pieces.
This week started out with my 1 year old having a pretty high fever. I spent my nights up in the wee hours, trying to keep him warm. On the first night of his fever, the water heater seemed to fail, and my husband and I couldn't keep the pilot light lit. For days we tried to fix it ourselves. No luck. My husband made a Home Depot run, and had to choose which car to take. The one where the wheel axle is in serious need of repair, or the illegal one, since we haven't received the renewed tags yet. Last night, we gave up and called in a specialist, who arrived at 10pm, and left at 12:30am. Unfortunately he had to come back in the morning since one of our pipes was so rotted it was in need of a replacement.
We finally have hot water today. I was so excited, I kept reloading the dishwasher to clean the weeks dishes. My son was recovering from a diaper rash, and since it was 80 degrees today, I thought it would be good to air out the butt. I put him in his high chair and gave him some crackers, then proceeded to mess around with the dishwasher (which is now the newest thing that doesn't want to work). I hear a cooing and turn out to a beautiful big smile from my baby. I smile back and look down...pee all over the floor, his chair, and feet. I had to laugh...it doesn't get any lower...
I take all things as a sign, and with the chaos recurring, I know there is something here that I need to look at. I can only keep a sense of humor for so long!
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